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I want to post passive-aggressive drama stuff on Facebook, but that helps no one. So here I am, on my barren blog, venting at the universe, shouting into the void. Some months ago, I lent a burner my kneelie scooter. Larry had put a little basket on it, and a cute bell, and it hadContinue reading “Bad juju”

Looking into the backyard, most of the snow is melted, there is a thick mat of dead brown leaves on the grass. Fog has shrouded the trees. Looks like it should be spooky, but all I see is the neglect and the creeping disorder. That Larry loved his yard so much, that he never letContinue reading “Winter’s Heart, winter’s tears”

A wonderful burner friend has been battling leukemia for about a year now. They did the tests which determine the next course of action. Turns out it is home hospice. Well, fuck. I tell them I love them, but I have no words. I am sick. I just cannot. She is so young and vibrant.Continue reading “I cannot.”

I did not speak to one person today. Not on the phone or in person or on any device. Alexa and the cats were it. Could be my fault, I am a crappy caller. So, the eye was a scratch and is healing. My close vision is creeping back, so that’s nice. I had aContinue reading “Happy the 63rd”

An update, I scratched my cornea, or I have a stress induced herpes outbreak in my eye. I go back Thursday, if there is no improvement, it is herpes. Medication to follow. My head hurts.

Surgery was last Wednesday, a snowy morning. I guess it went well, I was pretty sedated. The lens was removed and replaced, and the optic drain hole was opened and then stitched into shape. The nurses has trouble getting an IV in, but they won’t let you have liquids beforehand, so of course I wasContinue reading “Odin or Nick Fury?”

Los Angeles, here I come. I got a spot at the convention, used Delta points to book a flight, and got a room at the Marriott LAX. That last bit is more than a little expensive. Still, I have the insurance money to lean on. Screw it. I decided I needed to go to Boston,Continue reading “Jump on in.”

Part of me wants to say, “So what?”. In my changeling life, marking a new year mostly means keeping track of new numbers and dates, and little more. This second year is the year of harsh reality, and while I am doing my level best, some days it is a struggle to care. Yes, thatContinue reading “A New Year. Now what?”

I had plans, really. Breakfast with Sarah and Debra, then dinner at Rowena’s. Neither happened, and it was entirely on me. I just could not. Partly it has been because I have had a three day arthritis flare up, I am in pain. Maybe not the worst ever, but consistent and dragging. I am alsoContinue reading “So That was Christmas”

Yesteday I dressed up in my new eshakti dress, my green velvet sweatery thing, and my Loki scarf. Carried my new Loki purse. Took Lyft down to see a movie, Jumanji II. It was good mindless fun, very enjoyable. Then I took Lyft up to McKay Dee, got my eyedrops, and then Lyft home. WithContinue reading “Christmasish Eve”